she swears, the next chapter will not be good. It'ld be Great.

its soooo surreal looking at the calender and go, "eeeffff. it's 9th Oct."
& i'm like finally 18. omggggg.
i know it sounds uber weird but... I'M SCARED.
scared and i dread growing up.
if i had the choice, i'ld give up my alcoholic or driving privilages to be stuck with soft toys forever!
& i can't believe i spent the last 10 minutes of my 17th year crying like some ass! haha.
but luckily jasape called me. yeah, and she told me stuff tt made me feel better (:
thank you so much!

neways. well.. i've finally come full circle once more.
and today was really sweet.
thank you so so so so so so much for the (long long) msges ppl (:
and tingting, chicken and mrs ang for the super (i'm so not gonna eat them cause they're too nice & ex) chocolates! (:
ape, frog, boss, quek, sj, aiman for dinner (:
bestie for makin' me really excited about the thingy that you're makin! (:
& everyone who had made my day sweeter!
THANK YOU.

omg. i have like 5 more mins.
aiya. hahaha. i really miss being 17.
teeheee.

happy birthday liyin (:

P.S/ CC. I'm expecting a FLAT OUT PARTY AFTER THE As AH.